Greetings all. I recently discovered the BOEL school on Youtube and found their videos tremendously helpful. So after some research, I decided to join and learn more directly from this school. I look forward to working with all of you as we follow our individual path in the mysteries.
Hi ThOm69, I too recently saw the videos online, and as a member of a Golden Dawn Magic Order that closed its temples, at age 77, I am still seeking answers as to why the Order failed, and why I was left out of that decision, and given no help from the older members. It was a great disappointment to me, and hopefully I can understand why something that seemed so wonderful, and in which I seemed to be advancing rapidly, but why it failed me so in the end. I know I am nearing the end of this life, for I've been in pain for 25 years now with modern medicine having done nothing for me, but make me reliant on more and more pills. But even at this age, what I want more than anything is to understand that illusive meaning of life, and reconnect to what I know is a deep spark of divinity, and to know and experience my spiritual guides. Although you revealed little of who you are and what you seek to gain from studying magic and the Qaballah, I sense there is a longing for something more, even though you may be hesitant to express it, or maybe you just don't understand truly what that longing is. I hope that through this school, we both may gain this hidden knowledge about ourselves, and reconnect to our Source of Divinity, though you may have a different way of expressing it.