Thank you, Andrea, for your reply, and for all your help. I feel as though my fumbling around, trying to find the right Forums to look into, and making progress through the YouTube videos, is gradually leading me back through the basics, and I am happy to report I have not seen any significant discrepancies as to what is being taught in the BOEL Free course, and in the main book I used to study the Golden Dawn, so far. As I understood it then, the Tree of Life is a tool for studying the Qabbalah, and spiritually evolving oneself in order to eventually rejoin with the Creator, represented by the Tenth Sephorah of Keter. Does your institute recommend the reading of Israel Regardie's Book of the Golden Dawn? I have also seen the recordings of Dion Fortune's Mystical Qaballah. Do you have any other suggestions for reading, while making my way through what I can do at this time? Although I am very much in pain, and unless that Ascension takes place, and we find ourselves in the New Gaia with more highly evolved bodies, travel to Germany just isn't happening for me, though I hope I will be able to take the Correspondence Course sometime in the future. I also would like to be placed on a Healing List, if that is available. I've been tracking those solar flares, for they have correlated with particularly nasty migraines, body aches and tinnitus. Thank you.